Friday, May 21, 2004

My Sucky Life In A Nut Shell

Hey yes i know I'm not good at posting everyday SO SUE ME! There really hasn't been anything that would be interesting to you that has happened to me to post. Except I'm not getting hours at my new job, how they expect someone to pay their bills beats the hell out of me. I may have to give up the internet my Free AOL subscription is about up and I can't afford the phone bill to keep it running. Sorry :( I'll try to post when i can.

I took the Brain color test and my brain's color is Blue. Here's a description of it for you. And it basically tell what I'm like to a perfect "T".

At work or in school: I like to be with people, sharing with them, inspiring them, and helping them. I work and learn best when I can take into consideration people and the human element. I flourish in an atmosphere of cooperation.

With friends: I always look for perfect love. I am very romantic, and I enjoy doing thoughtful things for others. I am affectionate, supportive and a good listener.

With family: I like to be happy and loving. I am very sensitive to rejection from my family and to family conflicts. I really like to be well thought of and need frequent reassurance. I love intimate talks and warm feelings.

I also too "What Toy are you from the 80's" and I'm a Spirograph, whoa that sounds like a whole lot of fun NOT!

Then I took the Disfunctual Care Bear one and I'm Rave Bear, that sounds more like it :)

Well that's for all off to my SUCKY job!!!!!

Monday, May 10, 2004

Yes, Yes I realize that I have not posted in almost 2 weeks. I've been very busy. Finalizing my schedule for school, working 2 jobs, and not to mention fighting a very bad kidney infection.

Okay lets see where should I start first. I woke up Thursday morning at 6:30 in tears, I was in so much freaking pain. It felt like someone was squeezing my kidney oh god it hurt. I got up and went to my dad and I was crying so hard my dad thought I was dyeing. He said "Stop crying and tell me where you hurt." So I did, which didn't help because he just looked at me. I felt better by 9 so I went into work at my first job and then I was peeing like every 4 minutes, not exaggerating on that. So then I called the doctors office, and I hate the freaking Dr. Assistant that I had to see, every time I go in there I have a freaking upper respiratory infection. So she asked me if I was coughing this is what I said "No, and no idon't have an upper respiratory infection, that is not why I am here for you to listen to my damn lungs." Needless to say I was little annoyed. Well she couldn't figure out what I had thought maybe I was passing a kidney stone, I'm 24 I don't think so. So we ruled that out and decided I had a Kidney infection.

Friday Liv came home, school is over for her :) I'm happy now I'll have a life. I've been in a depression for about oh lets say 9 months. I was bored all the time and slept most of the time I was at home. But not anymore!!! YEAH!!!!

Work sucks, the grocery store I work at promised me 30 to 33 hrs a week, um I'm getting the max of 20 hrs WTF?!? I can't live off that!!!!!

My computer has a virus on it, damnit. I can't log on the internet without it shutting me down. It was working fine until I took it to my brothers and sister-in-laws, I don't know if they opened email that had something in it or not.

I'm off my diet medication, which sucks because I know want to eat everything in site, but I can't or I'll gain the 55 pounds I lost.

Well that's it for now, promise to post more then what I have in the past.

PEACE OUT, and use Sunblock!!!!

Wednesday, April 28, 2004

Okay Okay I don't want to hear it!!! I know i haven't written in a while but I have been kinda busy, doing a whole lot of nothing! Yippid Freaking Skippy! Well lets see, I Started my new job, and um you have to be a complete idiot if you couldn't do it. It's so freaking easy that it's so freaking boring !!!!

Sorry for this short crappy blog, but there really wasn't any thing interesting to talk about, and I don't want to bore you to death, so if something happens later then I'll post again today!!!!

Thursday, April 22, 2004

I'm sitting here watching the freaking weather !!!!! OH MY GOD THIS IS NUTS!!!! The town where i'm going to school in the fall is under Tornado Warning, and the sirens are going off I HOPE LIV IS OKAY!!!! She's like my sister. And i'm sure her phone is turned off becasue she doesn't like to talk before 9 pm, that's when her night time minutes start. So i'm headed to her mom's house to see if she heard anything. So LIV if you read this before i get back Email me so i know you are okay!!!!!!


Hey there! All ya Hippies!

Well well where do i begin? Oh yeah I know! I'm 24 and yes i'm a Female, i hope to god no man has the name susan! I'm from a small town in southeast kansas near oklahoma (for all you geography buffs i'm sure you'll figure it out)! I still live at home (i know LOOSER)! But in August I'm leaving home for school, yippie!!! But i'm scared this is my first time leaving home ( i know LOOSER)! I'm really gonna miss my dad, be glad to be away from my mother! and really miss my puppy dog!! Oh i'm obssesed with my dog btw. She's my life, ask anyone who knows me and they will say i'm a little nauratic about it. She has her one doggy car seat in my car! I know lame! I've never lived anywhere but here, in this poop hole of a town! Yippie freaking Skippy! I'm adopted and the youngest of 4 children. My oldest brother is 44 years old, yah i know that's 20 years older then me, thanks for telling me! My oldest nephew is my age!

I'm a big klutz, so that means i fall at least once a day! Unless I'm on the internet doing something like this i'm not very outgoing, kinda of a loner, and hate meeting new people! I scare easly! Well that's all for now, I'm gonna post Monday, Tuesday and Wednesday of this week seperatly so it may get a little confusing until i get caught up with myself! SORRY if you don't like it Suck MY BIG FAT TOE!!!!! So even though this says that i wrote the others before this one I DIDN'T i altered the dates and times to accomodize the time i would of posted if i had done it!

Wednesday, April 21, 2004

Welp this is a short post nothing interesting really happened to me today. I got a new job, it's in the bakery at this grocery store in my town, yippie freaking skippy! I start Saturday, which means no more weekends for ME? How freaking sad :( I fell today, i was walking through our living room in the dark and i twisted my ankle on a dog bone, i couldn't see the bone because it matched our carpet. I screamed my parents asked If i was alright, "Yah, but you're dog is gonna die" i yelled. Went out to my car to smoke a cig and call Liv. That's about it. I know boring and lame BUT HEY WE ALL CAN'T HAVE EXCITING LIVES LIKE U!

Tuesday, April 20, 2004


First of all I had to get up and go to the temp service to see if they had jobs, I need a job damnit! They didn't have anything, then I had to go the College in our town get a transcript, and a catalog to take with me when i Enroll in the College i'm going to in August. I had to write a check for 1 dollar, eww i know big bucks!

I was on my way outof town, chillin like a villian and the freaking wind picked up, I drive a Tauras, and It managed to move me from side to side in my lane! That's some Strong Freaking Wind I'm tellin ya.

Well i was about an hr or so away from home by now and I had taken my water pill today, and I had to PEEE bad! But wouldn't it be my luck that when i Get to Tulsa there is a bad wreck and I'm waiting in a traffice jam for 30 mins? I about peed my freaking pants! FINALLY we moved and i got to go pee.

I get to the school, and enroll Yah! I'm enrolled!!! You're are going to think i'm insane but I enrolled in 18 credit hrs. YUPPERS My ass is doing nothing but homework LOL. I met Liv (which is my bestest friend in the whole wide world) We chilled, ate, and i decided that i should probably get going. It was about 6:30 k and it would get dark in a couple of hrs, and I get lost so FREAKING easily I didn't want to get lost in the dark. So we said our goodbyes and I was drving my happy ass home.

Around 7:15 i came up to the last stop on the turnpike the next exit or stop was about 30 or so miles away. I went pee (i know i'm a pee pot) got a Vanilla Diet Coke, and some Gas. But when I went to pee there was this creepy guy using the Pay PHone. I rushed past him and slammed the bathroom door shut! I hate freaky guys, they just give me the Willy's! As I'm peeing (remind you it's a female/Male restroom, I know eww) I'm reading about all the different Condoms they were in one of those machines. Hmmm....25 to 75 cents, can we say. "OOPS! I'm gonna be a mommy or daddy?" i just laughed.

I was cruising home when the dude on the radio came over with 'There has been a tornado touchdown in Creek County on hwy 99' Hmmm I wonder if that's anywhere near me. But it's sunny, i kept thinking. So i call Liv, and she told me she saw 2 storms. I said "but it's sunny here so i shouldn't worry right?" She said "I dunno" what a help huh? I looked to my left nothing but blue skies but to my right it was very very grey. Then I came up to the toll booth and it was like "Bam, we've got us a storm" I freak out call my mom, she freaks out, i'm about to cry. I have at least 10 more miles of turnpike and no exits until the BA. Finally i exited off the very first exit I saw and Went to Lowes. The sirens were going off it was windy and green outside, i was pissing in my pants almost.

As I'm sitting there in this hall way of this store, i'm thinking "I'm going to die and I don't know any of these people!" How depressing! But Obvilous I'm okay, or i'm a ghost typing this post LOL. But if i never live through that again in my live then it's okay by me! There were 3 major storms in this area at one time, and the road i was one to get to lowes had a tornado come down it. That's enough to freak a person out!

Monday, April 19, 2004

Well today I found out that My 40 hour a week job goes to 12 hrs a week immediatley. How nice of them huh? So now i'm forced to beat the streets to find yet again a 2nd job, I gave up my other 2nd job in December! My GOD!

I went to the Band Concert at the College, but b4 i was to leave to meet this person at their house, my dog "Katie" decided to Piss all over the bed. nice huh? I love my Dog very very much but there are times that I want to throw her out the freaking window! This would of been one of those times. So naturally like always I was late meeting this person.

I had fun at the concert, the Jazz concert was the best I think. People didn't recongize me because I have lost 55 pounds and I went up to say hi to people and they acted like i was some FREAK, then they realized who i was. And this one guy said "WHere'd you put all your weight?" I was like "HUH" and the woman I came with to the concert which was Liv's mom said "She threw it in the trash!" I said "Yup, or i gave it to you" and I patted his stomache. HEHE I'm rude I know.

Welp that's about it for now so buh bye