Friday, May 21, 2004

My Sucky Life In A Nut Shell

Hey yes i know I'm not good at posting everyday SO SUE ME! There really hasn't been anything that would be interesting to you that has happened to me to post. Except I'm not getting hours at my new job, how they expect someone to pay their bills beats the hell out of me. I may have to give up the internet my Free AOL subscription is about up and I can't afford the phone bill to keep it running. Sorry :( I'll try to post when i can.

I took the Brain color test and my brain's color is Blue. Here's a description of it for you. And it basically tell what I'm like to a perfect "T".

At work or in school: I like to be with people, sharing with them, inspiring them, and helping them. I work and learn best when I can take into consideration people and the human element. I flourish in an atmosphere of cooperation.

With friends: I always look for perfect love. I am very romantic, and I enjoy doing thoughtful things for others. I am affectionate, supportive and a good listener.

With family: I like to be happy and loving. I am very sensitive to rejection from my family and to family conflicts. I really like to be well thought of and need frequent reassurance. I love intimate talks and warm feelings.

I also too "What Toy are you from the 80's" and I'm a Spirograph, whoa that sounds like a whole lot of fun NOT!

Then I took the Disfunctual Care Bear one and I'm Rave Bear, that sounds more like it :)

Well that's for all off to my SUCKY job!!!!!

Monday, May 10, 2004

Yes, Yes I realize that I have not posted in almost 2 weeks. I've been very busy. Finalizing my schedule for school, working 2 jobs, and not to mention fighting a very bad kidney infection.

Okay lets see where should I start first. I woke up Thursday morning at 6:30 in tears, I was in so much freaking pain. It felt like someone was squeezing my kidney oh god it hurt. I got up and went to my dad and I was crying so hard my dad thought I was dyeing. He said "Stop crying and tell me where you hurt." So I did, which didn't help because he just looked at me. I felt better by 9 so I went into work at my first job and then I was peeing like every 4 minutes, not exaggerating on that. So then I called the doctors office, and I hate the freaking Dr. Assistant that I had to see, every time I go in there I have a freaking upper respiratory infection. So she asked me if I was coughing this is what I said "No, and no idon't have an upper respiratory infection, that is not why I am here for you to listen to my damn lungs." Needless to say I was little annoyed. Well she couldn't figure out what I had thought maybe I was passing a kidney stone, I'm 24 I don't think so. So we ruled that out and decided I had a Kidney infection.

Friday Liv came home, school is over for her :) I'm happy now I'll have a life. I've been in a depression for about oh lets say 9 months. I was bored all the time and slept most of the time I was at home. But not anymore!!! YEAH!!!!

Work sucks, the grocery store I work at promised me 30 to 33 hrs a week, um I'm getting the max of 20 hrs WTF?!? I can't live off that!!!!!

My computer has a virus on it, damnit. I can't log on the internet without it shutting me down. It was working fine until I took it to my brothers and sister-in-laws, I don't know if they opened email that had something in it or not.

I'm off my diet medication, which sucks because I know want to eat everything in site, but I can't or I'll gain the 55 pounds I lost.

Well that's it for now, promise to post more then what I have in the past.

PEACE OUT, and use Sunblock!!!!